唔知點解,,我發覺我個人真係好矛盾,,當我又係度發傻想放棄你既時候,,我先知原來我好愛你,,但今日我明白左一個道理,,愛不定要一齊,,只可惜我真係唔想同你分開,,點解你可以咁鎖住我個心??如果比你知道我又做壞事你會點??唔想諗了^^V

好耐冇打過XANGA啦又,,新既一年又病,,勁辛苦T^T,,而家黎緊既目標就係,,換工換男朋友,,差唔多返左5個幾月,,但係呢份並唔係我想返既工,,加上我屋企人都唔鍾意我返呢份工,,我之前搵呢份工都係因為就返STANLEY D時間,,但係呢排我真係覺得唔值得囉,,晒時間落一個唔會有張來,,唔會對我同對我屋企人好既男人身上,,做乜呢,,琴日我聽DICKY講,,佢搵女朋友都係想搵個會如果佢死左之後,,都會照顧自己屋企人既,,我同佢既諗法一樣,,佢搵到啦,,但係我呢,,用左差唔多年幾既時間觀察呢個男人,,你都我唔好都算啦,,我可以忍,,但係你對我屋企人D態度咁差,,食個飯都好似叫你去死咁,,可能一開始我太就你,,而家既你,,只會變本加厲,,唉,,點解搵一個好既男人都咁難,,

我開始對你既態度就好似之前我對呀成既一樣,,開始討厭不滿,,唔好逼我同你講分手,,

返工日照~

琴晚勁開心,,返到公司冇做過野,,又玩又食,,好開心咁渡過左一日,,放左工之後同左呀LO,,VICKY,,彭彭同埋一個女仔一齊落左CAFE,,傾左陣計,,之後媽咪打比我就走先,,勁唔捨得T^T"第一次係公司食西瓜,,第一次玩寫字GAME,,好多個第一次,,

琴晚終於感受到咩叫愛屋及烏,,STANLEY個媽咪講既說話比我既感覺真係好真切,,同埋愛既存在,,

星期一去台灣,,有野買CALL我吧,,

琴日仲算過得一般,,本身都幾開心,,一起身慢慢整野,,遲左成個鍾出門,,之後返到公司同妙蓮開左張,,之後一直HEA,,HEA到差唔多5點既時候開左張,,就逃走,,之後諗住去銅鑼灣買完野就返屋企煮飯,,點知我媽冇神神又話想出去食,,但係佢又唔記得帶電話,,搞到我係妙蓮到等佢既時候一路等,,就一路驚緊點解咁耐都未到,,又搵唔到佢,,等左成個鍾之後原來佢掛住睇電視遲左出門,,咁就激死左,,其間又見到KENNY同呀詩,,我同媽食飯個陣咁岩仲要坐呀詩隔離,,好有緣,,之後走既時候我梗係打比STANLEY啦,,唔知點解係我個電話問題定係咩原因,,講兩個字佢就聽唔到一陣,,之後我打返比佢問點解CUT我線,,佢話因為聽唔到我講野,,之後我只不過係講左句點解會聽唔到我講野家,,又收爆,,同埋一開始仲聽到,,之後佢就屌我點解發皮氣,,講到我差唔多想喊既時候我就CUT左佢線,,之後佢一直冇打過比我,,我都冇打到比佢,,到到夜晚12點我忍唔住打返比佢,,點知佢同我講佢唔舒服,,呢一刻我真係唔知嬲佢好定唔嬲佢好..

其實至從上次聽完DICKSON講既野之後我已經成日係度諗我仲應唔應該同你一齊,,係我真係咁差定係我地兩個根本唔適合..